Currently Listening Comin' from Where I'm From By Anthony Hamilton see related

I haven't written on this damn blog in i think months... i really don't get why people are into this shit... You sit hear and you are supposed to write about what goin on in yo life head and heart.. ha ha ha... i refuse to believe that people are totally honest on this damn thing... if its open for public view and all there friends are on it why would they talk about how they hate the fake ass people that they call friends or how ugly yo gurls new man is.. that jus causes problems.  A gurl i kno told the damn truth about how she felt and she was threatened repeatly over xanga and and in person...  that jus reinforces the fact that the internet is not the place where you express how you feel.  and what is so damn wrong with a regular journal, picking up pen and paper and trully being honest with yourself... why not ask question is person instead of online... espeacailly when people get mad when they take to machines over the phoneand not a real person... IT THE SAME GOD DAMN THING.... you are basically talking to a machine

thank you and good bye and good nite..... Wait Wait Wait.. i was jus told that i'm full of bull shit ... maybe because she's addicted to this shit.. yes lets tell the world about what i got for christmas and other random happens..yes cause that some hoe makes the world a better place and will somehow bring peace to the middle east.. okay so i'm taking this a little to seriously but truth is xangas not for me and i'll never understand why any one would be interested in reading a xanga journal when a really journal is much more exicted...why the most fun is plumpaging threw peoples room  andpersonal stuff in orderto find a  regular written diary.. america is getting lazier and lazier...which is why we are gonna be taken over by the aliens that are monitoring us and waiting for a moment of weakness.

Currently Listening Acoustic Soul By India Arie, India.Arie see related

Well this is frist entry on my new Xanga site... i kno i'm crazy late wit whole Xanga thing but we can't always be at the top of our game.  I wondering what i should speak on ....how bout college life?... why does it seem lyk the poeple around me seem to be on that mean girl shit( a pharse i would never have thought i would use) and that shit is contagious... i found myself participating and even instagating conversation about people i could really care less about it.  I need to monitor self cause that shit aint cool... another thing is why does everyone at this damn prestigous (which i polly jus spelled wrong) university got to be so damn fake?  i have yet to find more than 10 people that i didn't beleive had some kind of facade.  I guess people use going to college as a time to reinvent themselves.  I don't understand it tho. I'm the same corny, eclitic ( which again is mostly likely spelled wrong) and down right weird kid that i was back in Delaware....a state which i'm proud to say i'm from.... I have no interst in over- hauling who i am, jus improving...and yes there is a differnce